fall and freeze

it was last night.
when i lost sleep over you
i don't know when it was
when i notice my addiction

i can press it.
the shutter anytime i want
but scenery around you seems unwilling to find me
and who am I to beg for more?
Although I try to meet you with my naked vision
the boundaries
they
they
drag me back behind the narrow wall
forever hidden behind the viewfinder
there, I wish our eyes had met even at once

I wanna live in a moment just this time.